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Cpl. Jake Jensen ([personal profile] igotacrossbow) wrote2016-06-27 05:13 pm
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 04:19 pm (UTC)(link)
"You spent the whole night unhappy because you think I don't think marriage to you is important," Cougar says. "You let the children take my name. I never stopped to ask if you wanted my name, too. Or if you wanted anything more." He leans forward and presses a kiss to Jake's lips, cupping his face. "You want to get married. You still want to?"
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"The way you're acting says that to you, it's a very big deal," Cougar points out, stroking his cheek and leaning in a little more, shifting the breakfast tray aside because this is a serious thing and he wants Jake to take it that way. "Why do you think marriage isn't important to me? Because of what I said to the kids?"

"Jake, if something is important to you, you tell me. It makes it important to me."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"I'm not going to walk out the door just because you want to have a discussion about marriage," Cougar replies, trying to keep the mirth from off his face, but it's a difficult thing when he wonders how they're fighting about something that Cougar has no strong opinion of, so much as no real need for it. It doesn't mean he's against it. At least, not the way he'd been against being someone's boyfriend.

"Tell me what you want. Okay? That's the only way I can know. I can read your mind sometimes, but sometimes..." He makes a side to side gesture, like it's a bit difficult.
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 10:44 pm (UTC)(link)
The more Jake talks, the more Cougar smiles. It's not because he wants to make fun of him or tease him, he's smiling because Jake is asking for something that he can give him and it makes him smile with all that brimming love he holds for the man sitting beside him. Joint bank accounts and rings and papers mean little to Cougar, but lots to Jake. And so it's not something he would ever ask for, himself, but he loves Jake and wants to make him happy. This? This would make him happy.

"I had children with you, Jacob," Cougar patiently reminds him. "I was not running, not for a second, when they were born. I will not run for this."

"If it's important to you, then, yes, we do it."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 11:02 pm (UTC)(link)
"If you could be involved, I would have had them with you," Cougar points out, seeing as he would have happily cut everyone else out of the picture if that had been a possibility. He waits until he has Jake's eye contact and smiles wryly, using Jake's knees to leverage himself to his feet.

"Yes," he promises, sinking down to his knee with care and ease. It's 4 in the morning and they're both groggy, but he knows that this is the right decision to keep his relationship strong. And, of course, the kids will love it. "Jacob Jensen. Marry me." Not a question. It's half a demanded order he expects fulfilled.
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 11:28 pm (UTC)(link)
"Oh, if I insist now?" he echoes, leaning up and pushing Jake back until he's horizontal on the bed so Cougar can climb overtop him. "Me haces trabajar para ello primero, ahora se piensa que podría casarse conmigo." The Spanish is fast and fluent, his own nerves intermingling as he grins, a little excited himself.

"No party," he does say. "No big party, at least."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-09 11:46 pm (UTC)(link)
Cougar gives a growl because if Jensen had put him through all this and then said no, he really might have snapped and lost his mind. He slides his fingers over Jake's forearms and pushes his wrists above his head to pin them in place, not letting go. "Yes, they are," he agrees.

"Which is why you're telling them," he says, as sweetly as he can. "Daddy."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-10 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
"You want to be married, you tell the children," Cougar says, leaning back a little so he can reach for the chain on his neck, prying off the skull ring that adorns it. He presses a kiss to it with his lips and leans forward over Jake's body to slide it onto his ring finger, though it's far from a perfect fit.

"And you will wait until I find earplugs."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-10 12:25 am (UTC)(link)
Cougar thinks nothing will be different for him, but he also knows that Jake will be much happier for it. He leans down and kisses Jake full on the lips, cupping his cheeks as hard as he can before rolling off to the side and lying there, nose to nose with Jake, stroking bits of hair back. "Next time, talk to me," he insists. "About anything."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-10 12:48 am (UTC)(link)
"I understand being scared, but I love you too much to lose this," Cougar says, his eyes half-lidded and sleepy. He's been up all day and now almost all night and it's been an emotional roller coaster. They might be engaged now, but there is much to do and much to tell and he doesn't know where to even start. "Also," he says. "You owe me a ring."
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-10 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
"Emerald," is what he says, arching a brow to challenge Jake to say no to him. If he's going to get a ring out of this, then he wants a proper and good ring, something that he can enjoy. He thinks a nice gold ring with an emerald heavily set will look good. "It's on the table," he promises, gesturing to the tray. "You can eat it later."

"Are you happy?" he asks, knowing the answer, but wanting to ask.
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[personal profile] thecatinahat 2016-07-10 01:55 am (UTC)(link)
"We have six year old twins. I'm with you until they're at least adults," is Cougar's teasing reply, even if he's going to be with Jake much, much longer than that. He'd made that decision when they were both still Losers -- a quiet, knowing thing that he hadn't told anyone about. It just clicked in his head that he was going to be with that man.

"And good," he says emphatically, leaning in to kiss Jake again, a little harder. "I'd say let's have engaged sex, but the kids are awake in an hour."

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